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Narcissa Black




Home for the holidays.

The day had come, I was expected home. To be honest I was glad to leave Hogwarts today.
I could of course have taken the Hogwarts Express, along with the other students that was going home for Easter.. But I am me.. and since my parents had decided I should leave today, a permission had been given.  I don’t even know when the train leaves.. maybe tomorrow? . 


I look forward to a holiday, to our annual party .. not so much to the egg hunt tradition. Bella suggested last year that we should have a muggle hunt instead. I doubt it.
It has been more than enough problems at our home in Oxfordshire, like the incident at Christmas.
I have had it with her bloodlust, and we can do without any chaos and mayhem this holiday.

Mother’s old (and extremely loyal) house elf met me outside the gates. It had, I was told, instructions to apparate me home.  I can’t wait to get my Apparation Licence, even if I get dizzy every time. Having to side-along apparate with a house elf is okay I guess, but I would have preferred the Floo Network.
My father had told me no, that he wanted no passage open between the school and our home. I am sure it could have been arranged, but I never questioned it. Not that I have to, in times like these.. one can never be too careful.

Taking a firm grip around the house elf’s hand, closing my eyes and telling him I am ready.  
I hate this.. I really hate this.  


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My life.. Wait I have no ‘life’ I am a student..

Time flies..
Last weekend I had been enjoying myself to the fullest, being pampered and allowed to be lazy. I had a wonderful time, even with the chaperone present at every hour.
Do they really think .. I mean if we were up to ‘no good’ it would happen within the four walls of the Malfoy Manor.. or at nigh time for that matter.  Parents.. no imagination what so ever.

I am determined not to become that kind of serious adult. I want a joyful life, not only serious matters overshadowing the life I intend to lead.
Too bad it seems like it will be too much of that. I have a ‘bad feeling’ that this is only the beginning. We have balanced on the edge of war for so long.
Maybe I have been naïve, thinking it would blow over, that ‘they’ would put their wands down and accept the superiority of the pure bloods. 
So much for wishful thinking.

Last weekend..not only did I get to spend time with Lucius, but I also enjoyed the company of his mother. We share an interest Mrs. Malfoy and I; horses. I love them, especially the little black one. Well little.. not so much any more. He has grown to be an absolutely outstanding thoroughbred. He is perfect in every way.

Lucius.. the mischievous Malfoy.. I am sure his father had other words for him when he found out about the breakfast that Saturday..
Stupid house elves, why do they have to go tell on everyone? Where are they loyalty? Hmm.. I guess it lies with Lucius’ parents and not Lucius himself.

That’s it; back to the books. I shall be so glad when I finally graduate and can start living! 


tanaquil:

HOGWARTS HOUSE: SLYTHERIN
"There’s not a single witch or wizard who went bad who wasn’t in Slytherin."
(requested by the lovely eschecter and, by honour, nattyrell)

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jovaline:

snobby seventh year slytherin sweethearts.

jovaline:

snobby seventh year slytherin sweethearts.


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Thank Merlin it is Friday…

Done with today’s torture (classes).. 
My luggage was just picked up by a house elf and is now on its way to Wiltshire. 

I was glad Lucius had chosen a portkey.. and now all I had to do was to wait. According to his letter I am supposed to meet him outside Tomes and Scrolls in Hogsmeade at 6 pm. 

I just can’t wait to get away, to leave the school behind, if only for two days. It is better than nothing, even if I wish I could stay for a bit longer. 
The only thing to do is to make the most out of it..and I hope noting happens this weekend. 
I have missed his company so much. 
Now I wait.. and I am not really good at it. 

I am awaiting for the clock to turn five, at half past I will leave, it gives me more than enough time to get there.. 

(Leaving this here for now. we (Lucius and I ) decided to continue on Twitter since Tumblr is only used as an addition to our Twitter RP)


tedromedaa:

ANDROMEDA BLACK, THE GIRL WHO GAVE IT ALL UP FOR LOVE

tedromedaa:

ANDROMEDA BLACK, THE GIRL WHO GAVE IT ALL UP FOR LOVE


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Letter → Narcissa

lucius—m:

missnarcissa:

Good morning my dear. 
Can I say that without it sounding weird in any way?
I just did so.. 

Thank you, that’s all I can say. 
But I had to write you a little something, didn’t I? And I think you knew I would. 
I need to get my head out of the books, if not I will go crazy. 



Good morning
my beloved Miss Black

You are a smart girl, so no (!) it does not make you look less intelligent. “Book smart” is good I suppose, but how you handle life itself is far more important. 

My dear Lucius.
It’s so close to that time now so; good afternoon.

You are flattering me.
I never saw myself as below average when it comes to intelligence.. so thank you.
And you are right, I don’t need N.E.W.T. to get where I want in life.
I am on the other hand hard on myself, because I demand more from me than I do from others.
But, right now all I can think of is to get away this weekend. I got the permission note this morning.
Tomorrow evening I will leave so can you possibly arrange for me to go either by floo or portkey from Hogsmeade?
I have been corresponding with my parents, they are (and I didn’t know until the last letter) not home, at least not until Sunday afternoon.
Something tells me you knew.. am I right?
Sneaky Lucius..  So this means I will spent (most of) my weekend in Wiltshire?

I try not to think about how much I miss you..but it’s almost impossible.

English roses..I love them. And I love being spoiled as well, something you are well aware of I think.

So my dear Lucius.. I will see you tomorrow, all I ask of you is to write me the location to either a portkey or to where I can use the floo network.
I can’t wait to see  you…

xx Cissy


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Letter → Narcissa

lucius—m:

missnarcissa:

 

Good morning to you, my dear Lucius.

I should have written you back yesterday, but now it seems my life as a student is even busier than ever before.. and I need my beauty sleep as well.

Good morning Cissy. 

I understand how busy you are at the moment. I have -not- forgotten what it is like when you have your final exams coming up.  

Good morning my dear. 
Can I say that without it sounding weird in any way?
I just did so.. 

Thank you, that’s all I can say. 
But I had to write you a little something, didn’t I? And I think you knew I would. 
I need to get my head out of the books, if not I will go crazy. 

Right now I am quite glad I never decided to go all the way and decide to ‘jump on the  N.E.W.T. madness’. 
Why should I torment myself when I have no need for it. 
On the other hand..does this make me look less intelligent? 
Anyway, it’s too late now to change my mind. 
I know all the tests are months away, still I need to catch up with a fair few things here. I know I started early, most don’t even think about their exams until Easter. 
Oh well.. I am not going to bore you. 
Have a nice weekend, I look forward to the next one more than this. 

Stay safe 
xx Cissy



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Letter → Narcissa

lucius—m:

Good morning Cissy.

My first thought was to address the letter to Hogwarts Insane Asylum, then I realised your owl would not understand human (bad)jokes.  


Good morning to you, my dear Lucius.

I should have written you back yesterday, but now it seems my life as a student is even busier than ever before.. and I need my beauty sleep as well.

I can’t stop thinking of the school as Hogwarts Insane Asylum now, the description fits.
And the rest of the world seems like it has its lunatics as well. Chaos theory and werewolves, that description fits too I guess.
Once again I hear those words; the greater good. And I have questions..again. They will have to wait until I can be with you and ask directly.
I hate how our communication has been limited because we have to think twice before writing anything. It shouldn’t have to be this way. We of all people should be able to communicate in letters without being monitored in any way. 

My cousin.. is already an embarrassment, but he is a child. He will come to his senses eventually, don’t you think? He can’t betray his family by going on acting like he is better than us and allow the lion to be his lead?
Don’t get me started on the headmaster and his fondness for the Gryffindors. We are all his students.. maybe he should be reminded of that. Not that I personally have problems with him in any way.
But it’s like he sees right through you at times, it’s creepy.

You are right, and I am not usually a person who will rant and complain a lot. I know you try, and who can ask for more?
My life here right now is chaotic and stressful.
Too bad I can’t hug you! One more week and I will hopefully be able to get away?! How can I ever thank you?

When it comes to my secrets and how much you know.. we will see when we meet, how much you really know. Maybe I will claim it my right as a girl to keep some of them.. One day maybe you will realise you know me so well you can finish my sentences.. know what I am thinking just by looking at me.
Whether I am prepared for my ‘adult life’ or not..time will show. Yes, my parents have taught me a lot, things you will never learn at any school, especially not Hogwarts. I know a lot, but if times change maybe the old ways has to be adjusted as well? How we handle things, what is appropriate and not? I like it the way it is. If it will work, why try to change or adapt to changes?
I think we have a lot to talk about, things we need to discuss, when we finally see each other again. Sounds serious, doesn’t it? Both of us have to live up to certain expectations..

This weekend I will spend with ‘my nose in a book’.  I wonder if I should just move into the library.
If I am going away next weekend I need to get a lot more done this upcoming one.  The month of March is soon ending and I get closer to exams by the day.
But your letters will be answered, not because I feel obligated but because I miss you, and I miss talking to you. And you are to me more important than any subject at school.


My little owl looked quite smug when she brought me your letter. She must have been given some good treats while resting in Wiltshire (or maybe she just enjoyed bothering your house elf?).

I love you, I miss you.. and thank you so much for the lovely rose.

And.. I am late for my next class.

Stay safe, be careful.
xx Cissy 


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